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Alone

I keep looking for comfort from you I sit and wonder if your love is true You see me crying Inside you have to know I'm dying Don't you see these tears Don't you see the hurt from so many years The little girl that was hurt so bad Is now 26 years old and utterly sad No one to listen or even to talk to Recalling memories that hurt me through and through The things you ask of me It triggers a memory Memories I'd rather forget Memories embedded in my mind, completely set The hurt, the pain and anger won't go away I wonder who "loves me" and will turn their back today I can't explain how I feel inside Feelings of abandonment rush in like the tide Ghosts haunt me no matter where I go I do love you still, that you should know I wish you could understand I would be there holding your hand I would take away all your pain So in the end, you'd have a life to gain But for me, darkness is all I see No happiness for this little girl is to be The adult lives her...