Memoirs of my boulevard

There are times when you find gold, but somehow you manage to trade it for charcoal curiosity might have killed a cat but curiosity has made me lose my gold the acceptance phase comes quick before the self inflicted wound depends so many "if onlys"…and so much blame to escape the part i played in it all knowing full well that your love sees betrayal when all they understand is an eighth of the story you cannot even explain anything that can sink in all you can do is live with the pain the pain of love lost all because of the curiosity that made you lose the gold

Autumn and winter renders everything dead, Yet spring comes and resurrects that which was dead. Rain and hail comes - so much darkness and violence, Yet the sun will still shine and bring everything to life. The darkness of the night brings with it fear, Yet children will still dance under the stars and moon. A man will age and die - rotting in the grave, Yet a baby is born bringing joy and smiles. Sheol exists and the fuming fires of hell burn, Yet we hope for a better place where man lives forever. A nation plagued with hunger, war and death, Yet the birds will sing, and the nation will be restored. An optimistic state of mind in all things, Hoping for a positive outcome in all things. Hope lost is always regained, For everything has a time and place, Be hopeful always...

In my dreams you're right by me Sleeping through the night beside me, And when I wake up and it's a dream, I don't have any tears left to comfort me. I've locked my heart away And I've dreamed about the day I'm carelessly walking someplace And run into someone just to see your face. Because the last time I hugged you, You held me tight, Loved me as I cried, And said it would be all right. Because time is just a number And sorrow isn't forever, And I promise I will always remember All the good times we have had together. Because I love you more than words can say As all my old infatuations fade away. I wish I could look into the future and see our fate. Maybe then I could calm my heart rate. And I think of you every day. There isn't a day that I don't picture your face. I cry every time it rains Because I picture our first date. And I miss the way you laugh Because it brings me joy whenever I'm sad, And if I'm with you, life has dealt me a goo...

An unknown feeling, leading me. Is this the place I am meant to be? A breeze of hope, Like a warm nudge. Takes me from the place that does not budge Its dark and cold, with feelings of hate. Is he the one who will relate? Can he break this never-ending chain? The one that caused me the most pain. Broken by love, but I crave more? Is he the same as all those before A special bond that grips me tight The one I want to hold at night. A glimpse of light tore down my walls I only smile when he calls Can he stop this never ending pain Or does he promise all the same? Sweet lies, twisting my every thought He doesn’t care if I rot Now it’s all over and I see That man faked love and blinded me I was weak, he made me stronger Now I don’t take his shit any longer

It was simple.... All i had to do was ignore the fact that he was married or i was either He just had to compliment my taste of music....a landslide of disaster awaiting I could not resist the power he held, the charisma oozed out of him He did not have to even have to try to win my heart For weeks I admired him and little did i know that he felt the same One day I had to ask, "Why have you been depriving me all this while?" Only 3 words..."It wasn't time" All it took was 48 hours of unprecedented stolen pleasures Before I knew it, I had sipped poison and I was dying slowly Guilty moments and rules that governed the somewhat taboo union The war between letting go before its too late and letting it flow He seemed sure of what he wanted, after all... I was indeed the last person he could be with It was simple... All i had to do was run, the moment i felt something more I just had to shut myself out Instead, i ate the fruit of what i have to bear now As i slowly di...

He was introduced to us as a friend, A vision of how he has truly been my best friend With his drink in one hand he casually spoke to me As we chatted about the night life In a moment, we spoke more than we had in years The night began to be the first of many glorious With every glass we shared, with laughter and kisses Jealousy looks and over protectiveness Inseparable and entangled in the love we share As we sing away... " ....met this girl on Saturday, took her for a drink  on Saturday....we were making love on Saturday,  chilling on Sunday.... " Our own 7 days folded in 48hrs.... And now 48hrs has been years of narrating....about 7 days and Zambezi  

As i dance the night away Tipsy on shots of Jack Daniels My mind is on you... They mentioned this place For a moment i never thought it existed But my heart knew we would be here, I did not realise I would be here without you I loved you once and surely I can love you again What could you be doing now my love? As i dance the night away...weeks after realizing I have been left in the cold Omunye phez’komunye....I dance away to the music I cant help but wonder what you could be dancing to As you probably be listening away to a bottle of Zambezi, Could you by any chance be listening to what I am listening to? Time after time I wonder... I must have seen you just now leaving with her... I know what your evening is like, Could it be sex booze and music? Please do not play my lady jam with her Remember those elastics you bought and said they were for us As we make love to FIA And here i am dancing the night away, With my thoughts running around... I am here thinking if it could have been dif...