I poisoned me

It was simple.... All i had to do was ignore the fact that he was married or i was either He just had to compliment my taste of music....a landslide of disaster awaiting I could not resist the power he held, the charisma oozed out of him He did not have to even have to try to win my heart For weeks I admired him and little did i know that he felt the same One day I had to ask, "Why have you been depriving me all this while?" Only 3 words..."It wasn't time" All it took was 48 hours of unprecedented stolen pleasures Before I knew it, I had sipped poison and I was dying slowly Guilty moments and rules that governed the somewhat taboo union The war between letting go before its too late and letting it flow He seemed sure of what he wanted, after all... I was indeed the last person he could be with It was simple... All i had to do was run, the moment i felt something more I just had to shut myself out Instead, i ate the fruit of what i have to bear now As i slowly die from the infidelity