Immortal Lover

I am so tired of being alone
surprised by all my childish fears
and if you just want to leave
i wish if u cud just leave
your presence still lingers here
it wont leave me alone
there's is still so much that time cant heal

you used to captivate me
now m bound by the life u left behind
your voice entraps all the sanity in me
these wounds wont seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just so much that time cant seem to erase

i have tried so much to tell myself that you are gone
but u r still with me
i have been alone all along
your face haunts my pleasant dreams
i don't want you in my dreams
i am beginning to believe in inception
no matter how much i kill you in me
you are immortal