Why

I often ask myself why
How many times do i have to apologise
Your words pierce my heart
Like a hot pig iron through butter
Why can't i keep my mouth sealed
To escape such an avalanche
Nomatter how i can be mad
Nomatter how i can be blind
Some things are better left unsaid
Why do we let the tip of an iceberg
Sink this titanic we built
Let's go down to the sea shore
You don't know how i feel
These are the contents of my head
The joy thats seldom spread
The book i never read
The path I'll never tread again with you 
This is the dream I'll dream instead
The words I never head
The fear i dread
The tears i shed
But they still turn me inside out
Tell me why...