The Secret

Secret throb tracing the corners of my heart

Confusing my mind and tearing me apart

Leaking emotion pouring in my blood

Fill in my dreamy puddle like stacks of mud

Stop teasing me and lingering from my lips

Stop cooing me with the wonder of that kiss

Does realization hurt like a knife?

Does it hurt like this?

When did you seep past the broad line?

That separated yours from mine

Thoughts blurring my mind

Visions becoming a hazy glaze

How bad do I want you?

In so many ways

Pressing your warm skin to touch

I want you so much

But I forbid myself to go past the line of no return

If I do cross

A waiting lesson, I'll learn

So I'll just sit back and gaze at you from a far

Like a single mortal lusting for a distant star

And I'll hope that these feelings pass over my throbbing heart

And we can return to what we had from the start