Confessions of a sex addict...

I need to be touched tonight..
I need to feel my blood quicken once more..
I want to feel my pulse grow fast
And the skin of another
To taste the lips of another..
To feel arms surround me once more..
The soft gothic melodies swim in my head
As I hear them this want grows stronger..
Too relaxed to care what is wrong with the world
So dead inside nothing can touch
To feel warm skin again
To let my body give way to what is called sin
My skin screams to be touched
Scratched, tormented
This horrible craving deep with in me
That of flesh and fantasy
My mounting pleasure can not be hidden
As I need to feel it, Taste it
I urn to be used, my body purely an object
I need to see it in his eyes
I need to feel heat deep with in me
As flesh touches flesh,
The taste of sweat upon the body
To be bound, to be whipped,
Do you know the pleasure in this pain?
Penetrate me, Use me, Cut me
Take your pain out with my flesh
Hate me, worship me,
Just let me have what I crave
To feel you within me
Nothing but pure rapture in that moment
I will give you all you want and more
My only pleasure is found in your eyes
Confessions of a sex addict...…