Emotional front

My mind and heart are in a tug of war
My heart's never been stretched like this before
My heart is being pulled in two ways
I hope it doesn’t snap and in place it stays
While one side pulls, follow your heart have faith
My brain yells that your time shouldn’t waste
Sometimes the doubts yell running in your brain
But then the love of the heart pulls it back again
The facts in my head are glaring and pessimistic
While my heart feels, hope stays strong but constant
This dream points to a loving glowing gem
Though they are actions remembered in my head
Its just this doubt again and again and again
So should I hold on believing it’s for the best?
Or should I give up act just like the rest?
Is it so wrong to hold on wait a little longer?
Maybe by doing this I will get stronger
I guess I should be true, listen to my heart
So from its place it won’t depart
Though logic in my head says it won’t work
And that I will only get more hurt

This dilemma is here for me...