Memoirs of my boulevard

  Shadows fill an empty heart As love is fading, From all the things that we are But are not saying. Can we see beyond the stars And make it to the dawn? It felt like spring time on this February morning In a courtyard birds were singing your praise I’m still recalling things you said to make me feel alright I carried them with me today I don't know where this road is going to lead me But I'm hoping that with you I can make it through I've had enough of this life to lead me Right up to the edge of the world I knew I'll be loving your light Till it fades away Tell the world I know Cause it will never change If something feels so right Just can't turn the page There's too much to lose We're just passing through Shadows fill an empty heart As love is fading, From all the things that we are But are not saying. Can we see beyond the stars And make it to the dawn?

I often ask myself why How many times do i have to apologise Your words pierce my heart Like a hot pig iron through butter Why can't i keep my mouth sealed To escape such an avalanche Nomatter how i can be mad Nomatter how i can be blind Some things are better left unsaid Why do we let the tip of an iceberg Sink this titanic we built Let's go down to the sea shore You don't know how i feel These are the contents of my head The joy thats seldom spread The book i never read The path I'll never tread again with you  This is the dream I'll dream instead The words I never head The fear i dread The tears i shed But they still turn me inside out Tell me why...

I am so tired of being alone s urprised by all my childish fears and if you just want to leave i wish if u cud just leave your presence still lingers here it wont leave me alone there's is still so much that time cant heal you used to captivate me now m bound by the life u left behind your voice entraps all the sanity in me these wounds wont seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just so much that time cant seem to erase i have tried so much to tell myself that you are gone but u r still with me i have been alone all along your face haunts my pleasant dreams i don't want you in my dreams i am beginning to believe in inception no matter how much i kill you in me you are immortal